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Draining,

2012-03-02T16:14:00.002+08:00

Great things are done by a series of small things brought together - Vincent van Gogh
Wow.. We've come to end of Week 9! Gonna have our one week holiday after next week! I need a break, I swear! Well, been busy studying everyday, so not much things to update about. Well, had Physics Mastery Test and I passed. So freaking happy! I feel more motivated in my physics. Oh, yesterday had Captain's Ball and it was so damn fun! :D Okay, today had Maths Mastery Test, so wtf! Okay, blame it on myself, I didn't study :( Well, came home early today! Rest naa! KEKEKEE. Anyways, going out tomorrow! Yipeeeeee! I want to g my Adidas shirt! Hmm, I said I'll post Milestone Walk's photo right? Here they are! :)

Energy Change,

2012-02-25T23:32:00.000+08:00

Because of you, half the time I don't even know I'm smiling ♥
Today I went to study~! Met Eunice at MRT and then met Chongkai at Bendemeer Market! Had our Brunch then head down to school for Chemistry Revision! Kekekee. It was alright! Sufyan & Eugene was our mentor! After studying, we went Whampoa for dinner! We had Hokkien Mee and Stingray! Woohoo! Super yummy. As we walked back to Boonkeng, Chongkai & I disturbed Eunice with "Dora" *winkwink* HAHAHAHAAA! Laugh die us! Okay, Chongkai & I headed down to Punggol MacDonalds to meet Darren there! Studied till the sky was dark! We went to walk at the Pasa Malam and then home sweet home! Supper was nice!! Had a nice dayyyy :) Shall give myself a break from studying tomorrow!

Today, Bendemeer Secondary School was featured in The New Paper regarding the Food Poisoning case. Well, honestly.. I think the school was really efficient in handling this incident. Our Principal, Mr Ling went from class to class to announce this incident, in order for us to understand. After reading the article, a student said that the food the school catered tasted like "rubber band".. I think it is pretty ironic. If the school had not catered food, they'll complain. However, they complained of the food that the school catered. Then why not bring their own food to school? Students should learn to be more appreciative. The school had also ordered bottled water for everyone, and we could take as many bottles as we want. Our teachers phoned all of our parents to inform on the school's closed canteen and to take note of us. It was really nice of our teachers to do so, it was really tedious. Anyways, the closed canteen was a pretty good experience! So dear Bendemeer Students, please be more appreciative okay? :)

你的声音我听不到

2012-02-24T20:47:00.001+08:00

I wonder how does the sky looks like over at your side?
Everyone is feeling tired~ Well, something happened to my school this week. On Wednesday, we didn't had our Maths Mastery Test as students had food poisoning! On Thursday, the canteen was closed and everyone had to either bring their own food or buy the $2 Beehoon :D Anyways, today was Milestone Walk! Hahaha, same route like last year though. Had fun alright, kekekee! Walked with Allen, Chongkai, Daniel, Kevan, Weilun, Chenzhen, Vicknesh, Atikah, Nabilah & Afif! Kekekee. At the Barrage, I was busy taking photo for the guys! After Milestone walk, Chongkai and I went to look for stuff.. Got home at 7.45pm. My face is burning, I got sunburn :( Anyways, tomorrow I'll be going to school to study! Although I am very very very tired but... I have to push myself right? :) Giving up is just a pity for me. I know, I know people. I complain but at least after complaining I will get down to my work right? Well, got to make my teachers, family and myself proud! :) Lots of things are happening, and I don't know where to even begin.. Hais. Some people's mood just seem so crap. Well, stress is undergoing everyone of us. Instead of feeling all depressed and moaning over it, I took it as a motivation. Oh whatever, shall stop talking about this. I just hope all my friends will Gambatte! Kekekee, will post Milestone Walk's photo some other time! Tomorrow maybe? Not sure!

Cycling, CHOING UHHH

2012-02-18T22:45:00.003+08:00

I miss you, but I don't bother talking to you because you probably don't feel the same.
I AM BEAT! Had a pretty awesome day today! Okay, Darren & I met Weijian at Punggol MRT and on our way down to Boonkeng MRT.. The two guys are both napping ! Met Evan at Boonkeng MRT and Leo at Bendemeer Market, Eunice and Melvin joined us later. All of us had our bunch, then Darrel joined us. Leo cycled to East Coast Park while the rest of us all took bus 31. As we reached Parkway Parade, it was raining! Gosh.. We walked all the way to East Coast's MacDonalds to find Leo there! Enjoy only. Waited for the rain to subside a little then the Eight of us went to rent the bikes, Rode all the way to Changi Airport! Songbo?! My whole shirt dirty with mud! HAHAHAA! Everyone's is, actually. Cycled back and we returned out bikes. Went for Burger King! Had fun talking , hahahaa! The food tasted so nice, guess it is because of the company! And I saw a lil`boy urinating! OHMYGOSH! Leo went home after the meal while the rest of us walked to Parkway Parade. Melvin Vito went off early. The rest of us walked around Parkway Parade shopping mall! Tn Eenice Darrel took b 31. The rest of us took bus 43! I was so tired I fell asleep throughout the whole ride! Thanks Darren :) So sorry I took your "Shoulder's virgin". LOL! Walked home with Darren from Punggol Interchange. Had lots of fun! Hahahaa. So here I am! Gosh, pretty tired! Well, too bad we didn't took photos today :(

Sometimes when I say "I'm fine". I want someone to look me in the eye and hug me tight and say "I know you're not".

All Over Again.,

2012-02-17T22:14:00.000+08:00

Love waits for one thing.. The right moment.
Okay, I am pretty worn out! My week went pretty quick and tiring! Homeworks are pilling up higher and higher! Okay, last Tuesday was Valentine's Day! This is the best I have! Got loads of gifts and roses and went for a Valentine's Dinner with Eunice, Evan, Darren, Weijian & Chongkai. We had Tze Char! We kept shooting ice at one another! Well, Went out with Evan today. We went Plaza Singaoura for Pizza hut then walked from Plaza Singapura to Clarke Quay. We almost got lost at Fort Canning.Anyhow walked around Clarke Quay and we found the Alkaff Bridge! Next time can bring Eunice there! :) Not gonna talk much as I am pretty drained. Going cycling tomorrow! Hope it'll be fun! :D

Sweet Sixteen, Darren!

2012-02-16T22:05:00.000+08:00

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DARREN TEO YUXUAN! SWEET SIXTEEN!
Well well, look who had turned 16?! Hope you like my presents and card okay? :) Thanks for being my sunshine! You brought smiles into my life. Thanks for all the memories you gave me. I love how we would play while walking home. So lucky to have known you better after moving to Punggol. I thought I would be so lonely over here, until I kept bumping into you when going to school or going out. We were still acquaintance then. I remember the first time we actually talked a lot is on 16 September. We walked from Boonkeng to Kovan! Hahahaa, and you talked the whole journey! You brought round Punggol! Was supposed to be jogging, but in the end, we kept walking. Hahahaa! It was on the 18th of September! You brought me to Punggol Beach and you introduced me to the Prawning, Golf Course and we explored Lorong Halus Wetland together! Then we started t go home together if we can :) You went BBQ with me on 21st October! And we stayed overnight. We took bus 43 back to Punggol. I slept throughout the whole journey, and thank you for trying to stay awake to make sure I'm fine. We went Prawning on 23rd October! You are such an expert wor! We went cycling on 26th October. Remember we were cycling under the rain? I somewhat love cycling with you. Why? Because you would always wait for me ;) So sweet norhh.On 1st November, one day before I was going to Thailand, you gave me a gift. HAHAHAHAA! To me, that gift is priceless. To be honest, I still kept it in one piece. I couldn't bear to use it :) For once, you're cute !We went cycling again on 6th & 8th of December! And I enjoyed the bus ride home with you, heheee. We played Badminton on December the 9th & 14th. You slept in the Cinema as we were watching Breaking Dawn on 16 December! We went Botanic Gardens for picnic on 17th of December. I still remember you frying the egg, OHDEARRRR! We countdown for Christmas & New Years Eve! 7th January was Secondary One Orientation. Watching you perform, I was in awe! Never seen you so serious before, and you look amazing in your NCC uniform. So man!! 4th of February, we went Subway for dinner. That dinner was... Unforgettable! You eat like a baby, you made me clean your hands like a baby, and you play with your drinks like a baby! Gosh, but you really made me laugh. We played as we walk home! Well, all this may be little things to you, but they are memories for me♥ It is all the times I spent with you and your childish nature! I cannot imagine a matured Darren, to be honest! I just want you to know that I appreciate having you in my life. Have a nice birthday, my dear! See you tomorrow :)

Wrapping, cutting, pasting, writing.

2012-02-11T14:13:00.000+08:00

Respect yourself enough to know you deserve the best.
Good afternoon dear readers` Well, I am staying at home the whole day today :) Been busy with the presents and cards since morning! Goshh. Now everything's wrapped up and cards are done :D *Happygirl* Did my English E-Learning stuff online and so here I am. Updating my blog for today! I hope my darlings had fun in camp! My nose is finally cooperating with me, but my throat... Ugh, please get well by tomorrow! :( Well, nothing much for me to update eh. Shall go do my other stuff! Tataaas`

Birthday Presents,

2012-02-10T18:28:00.002+08:00

"The best feeling is when I look at you, and you're already looking at me ♥"
This week was fast! Well, that's because I was "slacking" at home. I hope my throat and nose will recover by Sunday. * Pray Hard* Well, today was E-Learning. So 5n2 were all in the computer lab! Was really cold, gosh. After school, went Vivocity with Evangeline to buy presents *winkwink* So happy I did all the 'shopping'. Down to City Square Mall to get Evan's stuff and get Eunice her orders! Then home sweet home early. Not much plans this weekends . Not sure if we're having our study group on Sunday, if not I'll be studying alone at MacDonalds. The UGs are having their camp. Hope they're having fun! :) Well, gonna write card and wrap presents! Tata readers` xoxoxo

Down with flu,

2012-02-08T11:39:00.001+08:00

Now, I actually can't imagine my life without you.
By right at this time, I should be in school studying. I am down with flu! *sniff sniff* Yesterday, my throat was a little sore. Went to the doctor yesterday and he gave me two days MC. So here I am, at home! I am really bored here. Well, will be folding roses for Valentine's Day Bazaar~ :) Here are some Eunice, Yijun & I folded yesterday ;

.I hope you readers can support us and buy our roses okay?! It is for a good cause :) Okay, I hope we can manage to fold a lot of these roses by 14 February 2012! Valentine's Day. I am pretty sure I will be spending it alone. Shucks, it's alright! Anyways.. Currently enjoying my Strawberry Cake! Freaking nice ;

My dear friends are studying in school. Hope Chongkai & Weijian is not sleeping in class! Hope Darren is not making a fool of himself. Hope Eunice & Evan is not going crazy! Hahaha. Chongkai will be visiting me. To pass me my home works and checking on me. Well, will be back in school tomorrow. Having PE and Choir. Ohmygosh! How to survive?! One more thing on my mind is this Saturday.. I have some things to buy, and wondering who is free to accompany me? :( Shucks. Okays, till here then!

I like staring into your eyes, somehow. I don't know why.

Chocolatesssssss`

2012-02-04T21:51:00.001+08:00

I'm in love with our friendship :)
I had loads of fun today! I went Suntec City with Eunice! I bought four boxes of Belgium Chocolates as Valentine's Day gift. Eunice bought Royce. Anyways, we had donuts and then we went to get Chongkai's and Priscilla's presents. Walked around at Four Skin. Talked about ______ ;) Hahahaaa! Took the bus down to Boonkeng and she went for family dinner. Went down to Sengkang to wait for Darren. Slow ass! We went Subway at Compass Point :) He helped me carry all my stuff, awwwww. So sweet right?! But eating with him is not sweet! He shove his bread into my face and there was mustard on my nose!! He chewed his food and let me see. Omg... His tuna almost splat on me.. I had to help him clean his hands like a babyyyyyyy! Was a total mess.. Walked home with him from Punggol MRT. Kept playing and by the time I reached my bus stop.. I am all sticky with my perspire. Today was fun luhh :)

Gonna study tomorrow! So much homeworks waiting for me! :(

"We Not Naughty"

2012-02-03T22:13:00.001+08:00

You get to know yourself best when you're at your worst.
Let's see.. Firstly I want to apologize to my lovely readers for not updating my blog! I have decided to update my blog only on weekends & Fridays, because I am just so freaking tired on weekdays! Okay, my week was up and down. Everyday is just equally tiring! Yesterday... My bottle cap wasn't closed properly, so my bag became a swimming pool. All my papers and books were wet! It really wasn't my day :( Today was fun! :D Classes were really nice, and I went to watch "We Not Naughty" with Evan at Nex. The movie was really awesome. I rate it 5 stars, really. It got me laughing, crying, laughing and crying. At one point, it was so touching and funny, I laughed and cried at the same time. Sounds crazy? -- Yes. It is not easy being a Mother.. We then went for Pizzahut. Back down to school to wait for Darren & Weijian, and Evan accompanied me. Walked home from MRT and Darren is just..... FUNNY. His singing is... "Music to my ears". Gosh, dear God! And he tied my left shoe lace until so tight! When I walked, my feet felt different ! Ugh,

Speechless, disappointed.

2012-01-30T20:25:00.001+08:00

A person who doesn't cherish life does not deserve one.
Geography was combined with 5n1 in the AVA Room! Lawrence went for reservist! Was freaking hell cold! Anyways, had Maths and then recess! Social Studies was with Eunice, Chongkai & Evan at Library :D Tham go reservist! Chemistry was also in the library! Gosh,
After school went for Choir, boring much.. Thanks Evan for the Strawberry Tea! MRT with Chongkai, Weijian & Darren. Walked home with Darren.

Homeworkssssss

2012-01-29T21:11:00.003+08:00

Excellence is not a skill. It is an attitude. - Ralph Marston
Met Weijian early in the morning to head to Vivocity to look for some stuff ;) After that... Study session with Pamela, Weijian, Darren, Sufyan & Chongkai at Punggol MacDonalds! Some what it was not productive for Darren & Weijian. For me, it was. I finished off my home works.. Well, most of it! Darren sprayed water on me... I admit, I totally "fucked" him :/ Not literally. LOL! Lots of laughter today, hahahaaa! It was fun :) Well, school tomorrow.. Shucks! So lazyyyy!

Hmm.. Valentine's day, I am surely giving out hugs! ;) Especially to my sweeties,

Seoul Garden, first time

2012-01-28T23:15:00.002+08:00

I don't take promises lightly,
Today was fun! Hahaha! Met Melvin, Samson & Teckhuat at Boonkeng Platform. Took MRT down to Marina Square. We watched "Jack and Jill" the movie! Okay, it was seriously funny!!! I love their English jokes! Okay anyways, we were laughing throughout the whole movie! Went Seoul Garden after movie and we ate for straight 3 hrs 45 mins , NON-STOP! Awesome eh? Fat already ;) Among the four of us, my Ice-Kachang was the tastiest! :D Walked around after dinner and we kept talking in British Accent ! Super fun and addictive! Home at 10pm :)

Bought Valentine's presents for my Darren, Weijian, Chongkai & Eunice! Skipping Evan's one as she OWES ME A GREEN ROSE!

Today's Photos ;

I promised to upload some Flyer photos right? Here it is!
Flyer's Photos ;

天下无难事, 只怕有心人

2012-01-27T21:44:00.003+08:00

I wonder how much do I mean to you?
So sorry to my dear dear dear readers! Was so tired everyday after reaching home, I didn't update my blog! Well, only went to school for three days! Let's see.. Lessons everyday is the same. Nothing much to talk about , really. Wednesday & Thursday, I went home with Darren, & Weijian until Sengkang. Waited for NCC to end today, was waiting for Darren and Weijian. Did my Chinese Essay and it's 4 pages long. Crazy, I know. First time! Anyways, in the end I took MRT with Weijian. Darren went for dinner.
Going out to Seoul Garden & maybe Movies tomorrow. Hope it'll be fun.

Hey people, 18 more days to Valentine's Day! How are you going to spent it? Who will you be with? What do you wish for on that day? Hahahaa! Basically, I am not excited at all. Well, yeah. It's just like any normal day. Maybe apart from giving gifts . Hahaaa! Well, every girl's wish for Valentine's Day ; Gifts.

Gong Xi Fa Cai ,

2012-01-24T21:30:00.000+08:00

Sometime's, I feel like the most unwanted person ever.
Sorry for not updating yesterday, readers. Got home feeling really beat! Let's see.. Yesterday was 23 Jan 2012, the first day of Chinese New Year! Parents and I went over to Shiyun's house! Had steamboat or lunch and dinner! Powerrr... Weijian went Batam yesterday too! Miss him loads! Hahahaa! Went to meet Eunice at Compass Point at around 7.15pm. Slacked at MacDonalds as Evan joined us! :) Slacked till 9.45pm and then home sweet home! Thanks Darren for waking me up at 1.50am to remove my phone from the charger! :)

Today, my parents and I went Kian's house. Well.. It wasn't fun.. Was charging my phone the whole time and playing game with Darren! Hhahaaa! Don't want to talk about it.. Went dinner with Weijian & Eunice at Pizza Hut. Darren was totally un-contactable :( Shucks.. Actually was hoping he'll join us! Home straight after dinner!

Shit man... School starts tomorrow. My Chinese homework is not even done! I don't know what is going to happen to me tomorrow. I hope Weijian can spare me time tomorrow to help me with my homework!

Singapore Flyerrr`

2012-01-22T22:38:00.001+08:00

After so long since I felt this.. I can't deny, I miss you a lot.
Okay people.. Today was super fun! Hahahaa! Met Atikah, Nabilah, Azwan & Afif at Plaza Singapura's KFC. Was telling ghost stories~ Hahahaaa! Anyways, Head down to Promenade and walked o Singapore Flyer! Took photos and all. The place is so nice and cool! Anyways, when we were in the capsule and going up... Azwan's and my legs went jelly! Afraid of heights eh! Hahahaa! Soon, it was alright. Took photos, lots of photos! Will upload it tomorrow or something , I think? After that, we went Marina Square and I saw a snow globe! It's so beautiful! :( But so expensive. Went MacDonalds for Cheesecakes and all. Home after that for reunion dinner :) So much food, couldn't even finish ! Ugh,
Oh yes, Nabilah made me this Chocolate Balls . Super delicious!

Weird feeling,

2012-01-21T23:57:00.002+08:00

"Just enough education to perfection"
Today was fun :) Went out with Leo, Chongkai, Weijian & Evan! Wanted to bring them to try out the Ban Mian at Dunman , but when we reached.... The whole coffee shop was closed :/ So we walked to Katong to have Katong Laksa instead! Leo was "raining" when he was eating it! HAHAHAHAA! Walked around Katong 112 :O There was this soft toy shop filled with Animal Soft Toy! The Elephant plush toy is so freaking adorable! :( Walked around and then headed down to McPherson for Jelly Beancurd o.O It's nice, really!!!! Hahahaa! And there was a heavy rain! Sat there and talked, then walked around the Pasa Malam. Ran under the rain cause Leo had a birthday party to rush too! Chongkai & Leo alighted at McPherson MRT, while Evan, Weijian & I took bus all the way to Sengkang MRT! Thanks Weijian, for the shoulder in the bus as I fell asleep. Was so tired.. And thanks for accompanying me to wait for bus :) Home awhile and then out to Shengsiong with Mom to buy stuff for tomorrow!
- Thanks Leo, for helping me with my Android! :D

I can't believe it's you.. I feel as though I'm dreaming. Our conversation feel so guarded. Each time I heard your name, each time your text came in.. My heart skipped a beat with this sinking feeling. I can't deny, I miss you so much, out of the sudden.. I didn't thought to miss you this much. No... Got to stop.

Battery Life`

2012-01-20T23:54:00.000+08:00

"Don’t tell me the sky is the limit when there are footprints on the moon"
Today actually didn't went so badly :P School was short today! Had English for first period. Then Physics and Daniel drew all over my hand ! Recess with my girls and then Chemistry there was a test. Concert was sitting at the Gallery! Sat next to Eunice and we kept criticizing ;x Hahahaa! After school went straight home to bathe and all. Met Weijian and headed to MacDonalds. He then snatched my phone and WhatsApp with Leo, the best part is... They're talking bad about me! :( Meanie right?! My battery plummeted. LOL. Chongkai joined us at 7.30pm. Ohyes, wanted Weijian to teach me Chinese and in the end... I forgotten to bring --" Dead meat. Today was alright, and congrats to Eunice for her new blue Vans! :DD

Music remind me of you,

2012-01-19T20:59:00.003+08:00

You tread on my dreams`
I wouldn't say today went badly nor great. Just fine. Had 2.4 for PE this morning. Lessons were like usual~ Evan & Weijian didn't went to school today.. Had "lunch" with Eunice :B IRP was English and was just doing draft for English Formal Letter. After IRP, went for choir~ It was..... Boring. LOL! So was just standing there, talking to Chuanjie :B Good news that there won't be Choir next week. WOOHOOO! Anyways, thanks Chongkai for waiting. Home after that.

Hope Weijian's feeling better~
Sad that Eunice washed off my number from her left hand :(

Hello Sexy Baby,

2012-01-18T22:06:00.000+08:00

If it wasn't for crazy people, the world would be a boring place.
First and foremost, sorry for yesterday's port.. I was really sad. Don't talk about it! Started school today with my whole class getting scolded by Zuhri in front of the whole school :B Doesn't affect me as I know I'm not the one doing wrong. Anyways, classes was alright today~ IRP was Maths Mastery Test and fuck it seriously! I was stuck... I can't believe this.. After school, Chongkai helped me call Singtel to ask about Samsung Galaxy SII. Said that there is only the white one left . So headed down to Tampines with Mom, Mom's Friend & Chongkai. When I got there, tried my luck and asked for the black colour. Lucky enough, I got the very last black coloured one! Shucks, can't get unlimited SMS as I am a foreign student :( Gotta rely on WhatsApp most of the time, only can spend 550 SMS per month! Anyways, bought a Black & Yellow Bumper for $49. My baby is so sexy! Down to Serangoon, Ajisen for Gathering dinner with Chiweng, Andy, Sunthar, Jiamin, Evan & Eunice. Was late for 45mins I think? Dinner was really fun :) Really miss all the times we had~ So was texting Weijian about how happy I am!

Gotta thank Chongkai for helping and accompanying!
Thankyou Weijian, for last night :) Really appreciated it!
Thankyou in advance to Eunice Lim for going to help me tomorrow with my WhatsApp!

Last but not least, Thank you Mommy... Thank you for buying me this phone as a reward for my N Levels results. Thank you .

FML.

2012-01-17T21:27:00.002+08:00

All the excitement and anticipation ended up with nothing but disappointment.

Fuck today, I hate it.

Don't cry,

2012-01-16T21:02:00.000+08:00

A guy who doesn't respect girls, doesn't deserve one.
Today was fine.. Geog was separated from Chongkai as we talked too much :B Then Maths was totally boring peace of shit! Recess was fucking pissed by Evan's akaliao :\ English was damn sleepy, I almost fell asleep! Social Studies was damn what the fuck! Sitcom sia! Tham over there dancing o.O LAUGH UNTIL LIKE SHIT! Chemistry in the laboratory, and it was so fun! Chongkai & I were partners and we did experiments :) Assembly was about safety thingy.. Chongkai, Weilun, Chen Zhen & I hugged our bag and fell asleep at our sitting position. Pro right?! IKR! Everyone was so excited to get their Year Book, well maybe not me, cause I've seen it since last week. Thanks to Glenn! :D Choir was actually alright today o.O Conductor gave us a reality talk on culture (Males, Females & Transvestite ) & Reality life of good looks & good personality ;) Sung "Cloths of heaven" Ohmygosh, I love that song! After Choir, watched Weijian & Chongkai played Basketball. Then home sweet home with Yu Xuan~

Babe ; Cheer up. Whenever you feel so pissed and feeling so fucked.. Cool down. Clear your mind, take it easy and then continue to slowly understand. Stressing yourself over the limits is not good. I'm really worried for you. Though I can't be there for you 24/7 but you know I'll still be there to share your burden right? Now now, hope you'll have an early night :)♥

Sunday Study`

2012-01-15T10:14:00.000+08:00

"I want to met the one that made it hard for me to breathe"
Morning post for today as I'm not sure what time I'd be home tonight. Will be going Punggol MacDonalds to study with Weijian & Chongkai :) Hope today will be a successful one, and I have English & Maths homework! Fuck the Maths, like seriously :/ Meeting Weijian at 1pm, so before that my Mom asked me if I want to go down to Compass Point with her to buy pillow o.O Most probably I am. Anyways, tomorrow will be the start of the third week of school. Tiring :/

I seriously have so many things I want, and want to do now :(
♥ iPod Nano
♥ Bike
♥ Go Prawning
♥ KBox
♥ Samsung Galaxy SII w/ plan
♥ FUCKING SAVE MONEY!

New Year Shoppingggggg`

2012-01-14T21:36:00.001+08:00

"I'm not heartless, I've just learned how to use my heart less."
Met Enice at 1.15pm at Boonkeng MRT. Took bus 133 to Bugis and we went for lunch. Had Wanton Noodle :) Started to do our CNY shopping ! Though my freaking ankle is hurting :( Bought a shirt & shorts with belt. Went down to Nex by taking bus 133 all the way! There, Eunice & I bought Spaghetti-Stripes & I bought a foldable waterbottle :) Went Food Junction to have Carrot cake & bandung. Its been some time since we had it together :) Eunice and I were like crazy at Nex! Met Darren at Serangoon MRT, and went home with him. He keep spamming Eunice with text, HAHAHAAA! Anyways, when we were on the bus, something epic happened to Darren. He almost fell from his seat as he was grabbing the seat in front of us. And that seat's screw actually came loose, causing it to be unstable. So the front chair almost toppled over!!! His face was freaking funny! I burst out laughing immediately!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAA! Great day :)
Studying with Weijian tomorrow!!!!!

UG Hike!

2012-01-13T23:01:00.001+08:00

"A life lived in fear is a life half lived "
People~ School was kinda fun :) Until Maths... I seriously don't know what Elaine Wong teaching sometimes.. After school, had lunch and went for Uniform Groups Hike :D At first was walking behind, then slowly took short cuts with the Advance Group, and ended up in front! Awesome~ Was with Eunice, Chongkai & Benny most of the time~ Though my feet hurts from the very start, I still persevere and walked. *Proud* :)In the end, some o the people complained that they couldn't take it anymore. So we ended at MacRitchie ! Darren got "tao pok" :D Dinner at Toa Payoh MacDonalds with Darren, Weijian, Shan, Aravin, Chongkai, Sean & Eunice :) Darren & Sean went separate ways from us. Sean's going home, while Darren went to his friend's house to have err.... "Sex"? --" Anyways, we boarded bus 139. Shan alighted at his house. The rest of us walked to black 3, as Aravin went to take his books. Four of us walked to MRT. Aravin & Chongkai alighted at Serangoon. Weijian send me to Punggol as Darren wasn't around. THANK YOU WEIJIAN! xoxo :)

Statue,

2012-01-12T21:20:00.000+08:00

We can never be together, though you can make me smile without any efforts.
Today went pretty pretty well :) Didn't had PE as Zuhri didn't came to school~ Woohoo! Had test for Geog! After recess, had Maths and it was.... Boring. LOL. I prefer Tay Guangyu, like seriously~ After Maths was Physics at Computer Lab 4! It was freaking cold! Thank you Daniel for lending me your jacket ;) Chinese lesson was just normal~ Lunch with Eunice, Evan, Priscilla, Sunthar & Benedict. IRP was English toay. Glenn talked to us, then Brenda Leong gave us Oral . So IRP was quite fun :) Choir was a total dick. Don't want to talk about it. Had Captain's Ball after choir with Aravin, Chongkai, Elton, Boonhuat, Andre, Jiahui, Huiling, Shan, Glenn & some I dont know. HHAHAHA! It was really fun today, though it was freaking last minute o.O MRT with Aravin, Chongkai & Weijian. Thanks Weijian for sending me to Punggol :)

$180 or $68? Nano or Shuffle? Ugh, headache.

I love my Boyf.

2012-01-11T20:46:00.000+08:00

Nothing is more beautiful than a smile that has struggled through tears.
Sitting at the back in class was distracting! Actually I forgotten what I really did in school today. HAHAHAA! I only know last period was Art and I couldn't really draw. One simple reason why.... Cause I don't have earpiece & music. I can't get into the right mood, hence I can't focus and draw.. Too bad, Allen gave his brother his iPod already. No music for me :( No kind souls to lend me any music! Anyways, after art, went to teach Chongkai Chemistry in class. IRP was Mastery Test for English! Ugh, stupid me to go choose topic one "The frustrations and delights of being a teenagers" :\ After the test, found out that everyone took "Greed", except Eunice! Best friends seriously, GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE! Anyways, Thiru's gonna kill me for choosing that :( Prepare to get scolding, ugh! Anyways, after IRP, Eunice, Chongkai & I waited for Darren, Weijian & Aravin to finish playing their Basketball. Took bus down to MacPherson for Thai food! Gosh, should have seen Darren & I. We were quarreling non-stop. Its like, we are cramming down one another's throat!By the way... The food was nice, it was Eunice's recommendation. Nice, but one dish disappointed me :( Shucks. Overall, it was good :D Bus back to Boonkeng and MRT home with Weijian, Darren & Aravin! Met my Mom at Punggol MRT and Darren was such a goooood boy! HAHAHAA! And I Mom said he's cute --" So Darren was like "Your Mom has good taste" WTF?! Home sweet home :)

You were there,

2012-01-10T21:15:00.000+08:00

It's been some time now, haven't it?
No homework today, THANK GOD! Hahaaa. Well, school was okay, but IRP was a total freak! 5N2 had to join with 4E1 class for Chinese IRP and holy mother fuck! They are dead silent. Evan & I was at the back whispering to one another. We stared at the clock, hoping time would fly ~ Anyways, instead of completing all 10 questions, Evan finished 2 questions while I finished 3 questions, in the whole one hour! After IRP, went for Captain's ball! It's been a really long long long time! Two months, and my stamina was... Ugh. But was fun :) Home after Captain's Ball with Alex, Aravin & Weijian. Aravin alighted at Serangoon, Alex alighted at Hougang & Weijian was really nice to accompany me to Punggol. Thank you, Monster :)

Intensity,

2012-01-09T20:33:00.001+08:00

I didn't thought I'd get to see you again,
Today was alright :) Met Weijian istead of Chongkai today cause need him to tie my tie! Hahahaa! Met Eunice down at her house today and we walked to school together! Lessons were alright I think? I only know that my eyes were really heavy during class! Hahahaa! And you know what? Tham is my SS teacher. ugh! Went to witness the release of O Levels results today. Whoa, was feeling really intense for my seniors and my friends in last year's 4Es. After witnessing it, was kinda stressed up, and determined to work harder I guess! Got a surprise visit from Leo & Fabian ! Had a quick lunch and went for Choir. It was a total waste of my life! I was sitting there dozing off when they were talking. LOL. Kept taking toilets break to "visit" Weijian, Darren, Chongkai & Evan at the Canteen! Ended Choir at 6.25pm. Fuck man, then went home. On the train, Darren & I kept stepping on one another's feet! And that ass kept nudging me, I have no idea what's his problem! On the bus, we were "fighting". LOLOL! That ass ;)

Darren & Weijian, jiayou for your homeworks okay! CHIONG UHH! But this is just the beginning :D

I saw you.. I saw you today.. After so long... I didn't thought my heart would still have this sinking feeling when I caught my glimpse of you as I walked passed. Then I couldn't help looking at you. My face was flushed, it was so hot. I think you saw me right? How did you felt? You looked as though it 's still affecting you. You still looked awkward don't you? I wasn't disappointed that we didn't talked. The sight of you was enough to drove me mad. In fact, I was tongue-tied when I saw you. I didn't know what to say. Its been awhile since I smiled like this haven't I? Silly girl,

Big Bully,

2012-01-08T21:33:00.001+08:00

You can’t live a positive life with a negative mind.
Had Weijian's Ferrero chocolates in the morning! And I love Weijian's new Profile Picture on Facebook! Met Baishi at Compass Point Subway at 12.15pm. Then met Weijian at 1.45pm and we headed down to Punggol Plaza as I was looking for stuff. Couldn't find it, so headed for MacDonalds. Weijian ordered McSpicy! I stole his twister fries :D We shifted seat to the sofa seat after, and then Chongkai joined us. Staudied and played along the way! Weijian & I kept bullying Chongkai :D Poor Chongkai, but yeah. Weijian and I was saying that Darren's a Psycho Psych . hahahaa! Weijian brought his Ferrero chocolate! :DI brought this "Large Koko Crunch" HAHAAA! Today was fun :D Chongkai left at 7pm wile I left at 8pm. Got home to have Pizzahut and te Wings! Yummy! Weijian haven't left MacDnoalds yet. He's trying to rush through his homework. Well, hope he finishes it soon!

some more photos from yesterday;

Secondary One Orientation

2012-01-07T19:47:00.000+08:00

"There’s no fun in a perfect life. So make a risk. Take a chance. Go where the wind takes you & have fun."
Okay, today was totally A.W.E.S.O.M.E! Spell it people! hahahaas. Woke up at 5.15am and was late to meet Teckhuat & Samson ;x Had our breakfast at MacDonalds and then we were late for Choir :P Got to school & set up the booths. Set it up halfway & I went to accompany Chongkai :O Got back to the booth and my shift was the first shift! I went up the hall to look for Darren as I want his iPhone :D So.... I stayed a little longer to watch the Dance and then back down to the booth. Played Darren's games till 9.10am and went up the hall with Teckhuat. Sat with Evan and watched the Red Cross Performance & NCC Performance. Red cross cancelled out the CPR part! :( And the item I was waiting for was NCC of course~ To support my Monster & the Bad Ass :D & ofcourse, the other NCC cadets :) Though there were some wrong moves, their performance was still really great! I bet Darren & Weijian can feel my love through my screams :D After the concert, went back down to the Academic Block and took photos with the NCC guys, Eunice & more! Found out that actually, being around NCC guys are really fun as they are all so high! Anyways, Eunice & I went to use Darren's iPhone to take photos and we set one of our photo as his Lock Screen xD As the UGs started to fall in, Sufyan & I accompanied Chongkai at the Info-com section. As Chongkai blasts his music, Sufyan and I were like..."Clubbing"? HAHAHAA! We were dancing and then he shuffled! AHHA! (Y) Awesome man! So practically, I spent half of my morning with NCCs & Eunice, then the later half with Sufyan & Chongkai! After 'school' I went up to Eunice's house as she bathed etcetc.. Met Darren & Weijian at the lift and everyone went home... As Eunice came to my place to do our blog shop stuff! And suddenly.. I received SMS from both Darren & Weijian saying that they are both stuck outside their own houses as they both forgot to bring their keys! HAHAHAAA! Haven't finished it, and we were watching Steven Lim's Videos :D He is pure idiotic. Eunice left at 6.30pm. Sent her to the bus stop.

Today's photos, enjoy!;

more photos next time,

End of the first week,

2012-01-06T18:43:00.002+08:00

You know why you find it hard to be happy? Because you find it hard to let go of the things that make you sad.
Finally, I've survived the first week of school! :D Chongkai gave me a surprise in the morning, from his Sister :) His Sister made me one tray of sushi! Thank you so so so very much! Today was actually quite fun. Heheee! School hours went really quick and it was quite fun. After school, went lunch with Eunice, Evan & Priscilla. Actually... Only Evan ate :B Then went Evan's house to put my Sushi & Bag. Headed back to school to look for Eunice, Priscilla, Weijian, Darren, Enhai & Yongliang. Play "Cai Chuaan" with Eunice, Evan , Yongliang, Junwei & Enhai. Damn fun! Went up to the Hall when we heard the Band performing. Watched the full rehearsal. Not being biased in anyway, & no offence to some CCAs : The worst was Choir & Drama. When it was Choir, I wanted to dig a hole & hide my face. So embarrassing. Lucky I'm not performing! The best was NCC. I have to admit. They were so serious on stage! And seeing Darren serious for the first time was... "Wow". Hahahaa! At that moment, I didn't thought he looked like idiot :P Weijian was complaining that he had to perform, AHHA! Anyways, Red Cross & NPCC was also quite nice! Unfortunately, heard that NPCC copied Girl Guide's performance . Shucks. Anyways, Taekwondo was kinda.... Boring? LOL. After the rehearsal, went Evan's house to get the Sushi & my Bag then back to school alone to look for Chongkai and went home together.
Jealous of Eunice, Evan, Enhai & yongliang! They're staying for Night Walk! Geez ;( Weijian & Darren are staying overnight in school! SO FREAKING HELL JEALOUSSSS! I want to stay too, but teachers don't allow D: Ohwell... I hope all of them are gonna have fun during the Night Walk and all.
Ohyes! When I was taking the train, I can't help but miss Darren & Weijian :( Ugh,

Nanyang Polytechnic

2012-01-05T21:05:00.002+08:00

Looking up to the sky at such a familiar place just now, I miss you I must say..
Finally started doing Maths ! Whoa.. Physics was sitting next to Daniel. Well, Geography was on Forest :) Mother Tongue was spent by listening to Cai lao Shi telling story :D Released at 1.30pm. Then to Nanyang Polytechnic at 2pm. Its boring, honestly... I didn't had fun :\ Got back to school at 5.30pm and went Choir at 6pm. Sat at the back doing nothing till 6.30pm and went to Yassin for dinner with Weijian. Darren didn't had his dinner >:l Shall head home straight after school tomorrow.

Thank you, Junwei, for the chocolates :) I appreciate it truck-loads!

I can't help but thought of how you looked when you were in Polytechnic. These days when I got back to school, your memories seems to be flooding back into my mind. I caught myself staring at a certain spot where I've seen you been before. Especially the Canteen, Foyer & Basketball court. Other places like School Hall & Parade Square.

Familiar places, gone moments

2012-01-04T21:22:00.001+08:00

Didn't thought the memories are still so close to me,
Today was kinda fun :) Well, I forgot all my periods but I know Chemistry was damn freaking funny! Mother tongue was with Evan :O I miss Eunice a lot! :( AEROPLANE LOADS! Hahahaaa! Anyways, Art was fun today! We took turns to model and the rest drew! I think I drew quite well ;) After school was studying with Eunice, Evan & Chongkai. Quite successful wor :O Then Eunice went home while Chongkai, Evan & I watched the NCC cadets "perform" . LOL! It was more like a sitcom! We were bursting into laughter! Hahahaa, Chongkai left at around 6.15pm. Waited for Darren & Weijian outside school while they were at the NCC Store. Ohyes, Jerry asked me to make him Cheese Tarts o.O Weijian bluff me today :( My chocolate! Anyways, hom with Weijian & Darren! Home sweet home, and Mommy bought me a box of Ferrero! Love her freaking sky loads!♥

Going Nanyang Polytechnic tomorrow then to Whampoa Market for Hokkien Mee!

First day on School in 2012

2012-01-03T20:16:00.003+08:00

Recalling and thinking. It wasn't easy, I swear.
Today's school was... Boring I guess? Sat in the hall and listened to the teachers go "blah blah blah" the whole morning! Was freaking boring. Then went back to class and my form teacher is Elaine Wong, she was alright I guess? My class was.... *Speechless* After school, went lunch with Eunice in school and we started talking about opening a blog shop O.O Cool ~ Anyways, then Chongkai came and we started to "study". Darrel joined us by the way. After studying I went home with Darren & Weijian.

By the way, thanks Mr Tan for the gift ;)

Guess I'm not forgiven even after I apologized. But you were angry cause you thought I laughed at your stupidity or something I guess? But no, I wasn't. I was laughing at your cute-ness. But since you misunderstood me, then I shall apologize. Forgiven or not, I don't know.

Listening to songs.. Looking at the familiar places. I could actually see you in my mind, and I can't help but found myself smiling foolishly. I guess memories always stays.

Day with Parents,

2012-01-02T12:48:00.000+08:00

Girls want attention. Women want respect.
Was supposed to be accompanying Weijian to buy his school shoe & school bag but today's public holidays. So Mommy's staying at home and I want to accompany her. I can't even remember when was the last time I stayed at home with her. Sorry Weijian☹ I really want to accompany him too but.. Mom's more important. I hope his old school bag & shoe can last until end of this week. Then I can accompany him! Well, was chatting with Eunice the whole morning. And yeah, I agree with her. My expectations are just too high :\ That's the reason why I'm single I guess.. Even if I went into a relationship, I find that guy not good enough for me and I just dump him. I know I suck, but... Never settle for the second best I guess? Besides, we're still young~ Hahahaa! So many Exes, but I only loved one. I'll meet more better ones in the future. What I want & need is a real man. Okay, enough about it! Well, later I'm gonna meet Alvin to pass him his shirt & towel at Punggol MRT. Now, don't think wrongly people! Then I'll be passing Darren his Belated Christmas Gift at my house's bus stop :)
School started tomorrow! Ohmygosh~ I'm having phobia with my class, or should I say A Maths students! New subjects teachers as well :/ Hope it'll be a good day!

Hey Twenty-Twelve

2012-01-01T15:34:00.002+08:00

New dreams, new hopes, new goals, new memories :)
MORNING POST; Goodmorning peeps & 2012! Last night's steamboat with Darren, Weilun, Darrel & Weijian over at Eunice's place was really fun! We started at 9am and ate till 11pm. Hahahaa, and very filling. We couldn't finish the food, so the same rule - GAME. After steamboat, we went down to the Playground to countdown! "HAPPY NEW YEAR!♥" Hahahaa! After that we played Truth Or Dare in her room :D Was damn funny! Darrel went home at 2am. When Eugene got back, we went to the living room and ''slack''. Darren & I was playing with his iPhone games :B Left her house at 5am this morning and headed to MacDonalds for Breakfast. Hotcakes feast! Then home sweet home at 7am. And I slept all the way till 12.30pm. The freaking wedding below my block woke me up.. AND I'M STILL SLEEPY! I don't know if I have any plans today, but maybe I'm going to buy books with Weijian :)
Evening Post; Met Weijian at Compass Point and went Popular to get my books then to Long John's Silver for dinner. We sat there and talked about our family, and CCAs. Then left for Cold Storage, went to buy Chocolate & container. Walked around looking for water bottle :) Then home sweet home at 9pm. Thanks Weijian, for accompanying me today :)

twenty-twelve, New Year Resolutions ;

Good health, good wealth & happiness for my family and I
Peace & joy to the world
Study harder to get good results for O Levels
Have a simpler life
Be contented with what I have
Cherish & love the people who loves me
To keep my friends close to me esp Eunice, Evan, Chongkai, Weijian, Darren.
Make many beautiful memories
Be more tolerant with the idiotic-moronic-asshole-Darren
I hope Weijian will buy me loads of chocolate
Try new stuff e.g. Food, Sports etcetc
Save money
Get a bike
To be happy.

I hope 2012 will be a better year for me :) But I believe that there will not be a smooth sail, there will be problems and obstacles that I have to overcome. I won't give up :) When I fall, I'l stand up again!

Happy New Year everyone!♥

Last day of 2011♥

2011-12-31T18:00:00.000+08:00

Beautiful Memories, Sad Moments, Tough Times, GreatLaughter.. My Twenty-Eleven.

Time flies with the blink of an eye.. Whoa.. People, tomorrow is TWENTY-TWELVE! How fast is it?! Gosh.. I'm stuck, and I still can't absorb everything that's happening so quickly! This year, many things had happened to me.. Both good and bad. My year started really rough, and ended quite smoothly. Let's check out what I did, and hope you can manage to read till the very last line and look to the very last photo ;

JanuarY;
The 2nd Of January.. Melvin, Samson, Kelvin, Camy, Renee and I went China Town to buy clothes and Spray Paint. We wanted to make a 'Choir Banner' for Secondary One Orientation. Then down to Dhoby Exchange for Just Acia and down to Renee's house to decorate the Banner. After decorating, Melvin & I went for Pool!
On the 3rd Of January, Jerry treated the Committee to Ichiban Sushi! It was for our hardwork in organising all the events :D I still remember how we went separate ways from Jerry.. And we forgotten to take group photo with him.. We then went to this club and we saw him! We grabbed that opportunity to take a group photo with him! Hahahaa! Thank you, Jerry for the nice treat :)
14th Of Juanry.. Melvin, Teckhuat, Junwei, Samson, Yongkiat, Yiming and I went cycling at East Coast! And on that day, it actually rained! So in the end, I spent my whole time sitting under the shelter taking photos while the guys went to ride. And they were so ridiculous! HAHAHA! After that 3hrs, we went for Subway, then to the Arcade.
Next day, 15th January, I went Sentosa with Alvin & Baishi. Both of them bought Everlast Singlet. And it looks somehow.. Couple o.O Freaking gay! So after awhile, Joey, Rajid & Velan joined us at Sentosa. Had fun playing Captain's Ball on the sand! So hard to balance. After playing, we went Pizzahut for dinner..
On the 18th to the 21st of January, the Secondary 4Ns had Etiquette Excel. In this course, we learn how to be smart-looking and well mannered. HAHAHAA! I tried on facials and make-. Gosh, it was so funny! We learn about Air Stewardess and all. It was a really fun programme!
The 23rd Of January, I met Eunice for Breakfast at Just Acia. I remember, that was the only 2nd meal we had together. Hahaa! After breakfast, we went home and I went to get ready to go for a concert with Jingwen, Yingzi, Alvin, Weeyap, Fabian & Melvin. The concert was at Republic Polytechnic. The concert was really great :)
24th of January, it was a school day. After school, Atikag, Nadhirah, Nadzirah, Nabilah and I went to the Singapore Museum . We learn about lots of stuff!
Its 25th January and it was Rahmat's Birthday! Nadhirah, Nadzirah, Atikah, Nabilah, Fardi, Danial and I celebrated for him. I could tell he was really touched as he almost cried. I'm glad he liked what I planned :)
28th of January the school brought it's Graduating Students on a Milestone Walk! IT WAS SO AWESOME! Hahahaa! We walked halfway and it started to rain! So we wore our poncho! And I found out that when you wear a poncho, its so damn freaking hot! We walked from school all the way to Marna Barrage :D Great time.
On the 29th January, I went Orchard Road with Eunice & Evan to do New Year shopping! In the end, Evan & I bought romper. Her's was turqoise while mine was pink!

February ;
Let's see.. On the 4th of February, I went to meet Baishi at Plaza Singapura. Had Long John's Silver together. Then we went out separate way. He went Gambling while I went to Ken's house to 'Bai Nian' with Melvin, Samson and Kelvin! Got lots of 'Ang Paos' wor!
13 February, my Committee and I was at City Square MacDonalds folding roses for City Care Valentines funding! After folding roses, We went to the sky garden to slack!
Finally! Eunice accompanied me to get my Vans shoe on the 19th of February :) She was wearing a turqoise romper! :O I remember she went for Girl Guides before meeting me! Then evening, I went to meet Evan :)
I remember I met Eunice on 27th February to study.. But we ended up talking and taking photo! We couldn't concentrate on our studies as Eunice asked me to bring my Camera. And we were like, staring at the camera. Hahaa! So in the end.. We went to the sky park to take photos ;x

March ;

I moved house to Punggol on this month :) But I can't remember the date! Shucks, sorry :)

March-y March-y ! 6th March, we went Sentosa, Palawan! With lots of people! The day was alright I guess? :)

9 March, it was our school's Cross Country day! Atikah, Nadhirah, nadzirah, Nabilah, Khan, Benedict and I are student helpers! It was quite fun :) We drew hop-scotch on the floor . Its not everyday when you get to vandelize the floor! After cross country, Eunice, Evan, jean & I went to the nearest mall and walked around, not mentioning CAM-WHORE!

On the 16th of March, I met Melvin at CitySquare to study. Then Evan joined us, and all of us headed for Pool! After that, Evan & I went for Committee meeting :) Nice day!

18th March, I went out with Tan Chongkai! We went Marina Square and Fullerton. There were cool balloon exhibition ! Eunice joined us for Dinner at Just Acia!

Went for Big Momma on the 20th Of March. Went in quite a big group. The movie was really funny! Hahahaa!

I went to Flea at Clarke Quay with Eunice & Evan on the 26 March. The Flea was quite a disappointment. After that we went to slack at City Square's Sky Garden. Evan left first while Eunice & I went for Ajisen :) Up to her house to Cam-whore. When I got home, I found an unfamiliar wallet. Opened it to see Eugene's EZ-link card! Haha!

27th March! The day I created this blog :) Yes, so slow. But Went to return Eugene his wallet and then off to the movies o.O

My world started falling apart on the 31st March.. On that day was when my Grandma was admitted into the hospital. I was having choir, that was when my Mother called to tell me the bad news. I grabbed my bag and went off. I remembered how my mind was spinning, and how my tears flowed as I was making my way down to Tan Tock Seng Hospital. On that day, I found out from my Grandpa that we woke up early in the morning to clean the house. Then she took a nap in the afternoon.. Her normal routine. But somehow this time, she slept for too long. My Grandpa called her, but she never woke up. I knew from the doctors that she had a hemorrhage and had slipped into a coma... I called my Aunt and Uncle to inform them. My Aunt booked the earliest flight back to Singapore from Australia while my Uncle came down immediately..

APRIL ;

1st of April was when I packed my clothes and moved back to my old house at Owen Road. The doctors told my family that we have to be mentally prepared.. When my Mother and I was carrying all the luggage of clothes, it was raining so heavily. That day was definitely not a good day..

I first experienced real loneliness on the 3rd of April. I remember on this day I was at the hospital all alone. I could still feel the loneliness just by thinking back. The silence could really kill. I remembered sitting in the room, looking at my Grandma so lifeless and still. All I could hear was my breathing, her respiratory support and the ticking of the clock. The air was cold and hard. I massaged her legs, as I talked to her. I wish she would respond like she always would.. That was the day when I really wished I had a shoulder to cry on. An ear to listen. I felt as though I was losing grip on my world. No one was there for me. No one.

She went forever.. On the 6th of April. It was Qing Ming day. In the end, we didn't go to pray my Grandma's sister as her condition was really really bad.. The hospital temperature was so cold when Grandma's temperature was just 34 Degree. Then her heart beat suddenly dropped from 37 to 0, just in one second. I stared at the straight line on the monitor screen, then turned around to hug my Mom. I remembered how everyone cried. I knew in that moment.. She was gone. Forever. After that, they took her to the mortuary. It was the worst image ever now, stuck in my brain. They wrapped her in white cloth. They wrapped her so tightly, she looked so small..

Next day, the 7th April was the first day of the funeral. My Grandma was wearing make up. She was lying there.. Although she has her make up on, she still look so.. Dead. But her photo looks beautiful.

On the 10th of April, Grandma got cremated at the Crematorium at Mandai road. I remember there were a lot of people as it was Qing Ming day. On this day, I lost my heart. I remember how I was standing in the first row, chanting and watching this machine pushing my Grandma's coffin across the floor. And the lifted the coffin and pushed it into the "Oven" as the brown door closed. I felt as though my heart dropped. Then, all that was left was a name, photographs and memories.

12 Of April, it was Choir's SYF! I still remember how every member worked so hard. I remember what my conductor said "Enjoy the moment of Glory. Make music, enjoy the tune. Let the vibes run within you and shine. Inspire people with our voices" I remember we performed really well on stage! It was the first time I enjoyed performing so much! It was filled with emotions. And everyone knew that we've done a good job.

Went down to SOTA with Melvin & Samson on the 13th of April to get back our SYF results. As we were walking from Plaza Singapura to SOTA, it began a downpour. All of us were drenched when we reached SOTA. Met up with Jingwen, Jacqueline, Zaleha, Yeeting and Renee. Found out from Poon that we got a GOLD! Whoa.. We were so shocked! Was so delighted! We jumped, and scream. All our hard work has been paid off. We've made it!

20th April was School's sports day! It was awesomely fun! Hahahaa! I was the photographer ;P But I was using Jean's camera while Chongkai used Mr Ng's camera. Both og us with Nicholas went around taking photos of the event. In the end, OLYMPUS WON! Yipee! After the event, it was raining! And outside the stadium was flooded. Jean, Evan, Eunice & I just ran across to the bus stop and took the bus to Nex. Went to get slippers as our shoes were soaked! After changing, we went for Ajisen then KTV ! It was an awesome day :)

may ;

3rd May.. ENGLISH PRELIMINARY PAPER ! I kinda screwed it up! Ugh.. And after my exam, I went to meet my Mommy at City Square Pizzahut. Had a very nice lunch together :) I treated her as an advance Birthday 'present'. Glad she enjoyed herself♥

Happy Birthday Mommy ♥>> 4th of May :) But sorry Mommy that I couldn't spend time with you on this special day. I was honestly busy studying away at Eunice's house with Chongkai as the next day was Geography and Maths papers. But I celebrated with you a day before. Though I didn't celebrate with you on this very day, but I love you Mommy ♥

6th May, what day is this? Oh yes, my birthday. Sweet sixteen Charlene :) And its Science papers. Eunice, Evan, Jean, Jiamin, Chiweng, Andy, Ronald, Chongkai & Danial celebrated my Birthday with me at the Marina Barrage. There wasn't cake though :( Cause its a super last minute thing plus everyone's busy studying.. The kite couldn't fly, and the frisbee broke --" LOL! But I admit.. On that day, I wasn't at my best of mood. Cause its the first month of my Grandma's death.. And I miss how she would buy my favourite fruit cake.

I went to eat Durian with Eunice at Geylang Lorong 19 on the 7th of May :) It was really nice! We cam-whore all the way on the bus! Then went down to Civil Service Club to play pool :)

Its Mother's day on the 8th of May and I wrote this short"letter" for my Mommy :) ;

Dear Mom,

Thank you for raising me up so well, and showering me with all the love and care♥ Filled me up with so much warmth. There is no where on this Earth, that I can find an everlasting warmth of love. You forgave all my mistakes, you love me with grace. Without you, I don't think I can be brought up and groomed. There are times when I'm unfilial, but you forgave and forget, but its what I will never forget because I never want to hurt you. I am sorry if I made you angry or sad. I want to grow up soon, so I can work hard and give you a good life. I want you to enjoy your golden years. I want to protect you.. I remember seeing you cry for the first time.. I never want to see you cry, because it is what hurts the most. You must be tired after all the years of bringing me up. Although I don't show it to you, but I really appreciate it. You are my main reason to study hard, because of the future I want you to have. I wish you the best of Health and Wealth. Happy Mother's day , I love you♥
Charlene.

It was a Lady's Night Out on the 13th of May! In the morning, went down to school for a CityCare photo-taking! Hahahaa, then to Evan's house to change and meet Eunice, Jean & Jiamin. Headed to Marina Square KBox and we made our Student Privilege Card. KBox was so fun and hype! After KBox we went for Yuki Yaki Buffet! YUMMY!! Then went to the Esplanade Bay and took many beautiful photos :) A Moment I will remember.

Did a good deed on 14 May, It was our CityCare project! We went to a Centre at Hougang. The kids were freaking-ly naughty I must say.. But we enjoyed ourselves a lot! Jerry ordered Pizzahut for all of us. We taught the kids how to make inspiring bookmarks, we brought them out to the pay ground to play, and we showed them an inspiring video. By the end of the project, all of us were rewarded with the smiles of these kids. Giving is more than receiving :) After this project, Evan, Eunice, Jean & I went to Fullerton :)

15th of May was George's birthday and Jean & I joined Evan in the BBQ :) I remember our hair made us look retarded as the wind blew our hair into a mess. We sat at the back of the lorry :D The pit was at Changi Beach. It was really quiet. We flew kite and drew on the sand. Hahaaa! Then Jekkeat, Jean, Evan & I walked to 'Changi Village' to buy Birthday Cake for George. Walking there was really really long. But along the way, Jekkeat told us ghost stories and Old Changi Hospital. When we got to Changi Village, it was already night. We bought ice and cakes then took a bus. The bus suddenly turned into some check-point.. So we hurry up alighted, it looks as though its going Malaysia or something. LOL! So we took the same road back. It was cold and eerie.. Jean and I held one another damn tightly while Jekkeat kept talking about Show Luo to keep us accompanied. We also sang to the songs. Was a relief when we finally reached the pit. The BBQ food was awesomely delicious! After eating.. Weplayed UNO stack :D Then everyone went home with only Jekkeat, Jean , Evan and I at east Coast. We bathed at Midnight >> 16th May. After bathing, we planned to walk to Changi Food Village. Somewhat, it was a really eerie night.. When everyone's in a very "creep" mood, a rat suddenly rushed past us ! Jean, Evan and I screamed! We finally got to Changi Food Village and we ordered food. It was 1am+ going to 2am and its seriously very creepy. Jekkeat's hand shivered really badly and all of us were having goosebumps. Ugh. We hurry finished up our food and headed back to MacDonalds. We spent our whole time there.. Finally its morning .. We took bus 43 to Changi Airport to meet Eunice there. We were sending Show Luo off . Then home sweet home :)

17 May with Evangeline :) We went Kovan to walk around and tried the Prawn Noodle which is damn spicy. So after that, we ordered desserts Went for a round of pool and then to her house for dinner, FOR THE FIRST TIME! :)

Went Orchard on the 27th Of May with jean, Norman, Jekkeat & Daniel. Went KBox at Orchard Scape and went Stage to buy towel . Then walked around Orchard and off to Pizzahut for dinner. We ordered so much that we cannot finish so in the end we had to play games. each loser had to finish the food. hahaa!

June ;

There's nothing much that happened in June though.. Oh shucks..

I went food hunting on the 10th of June with Evan, Jean, Norman & Jekkeat. We tried Pandan Cake & Chicken rice at Bendemeer Market. Then we tried Bak Kut Teh at China Town. Next, went KBox at Marina Square! Woohoo! Walked around and headed down to Dhoby Ghaut. Had Ajisen for Dinner :)

The sweetness of life on the 18 June with Evangeline :) We went around trying out some desserts and sweet stuff! We went Clarke Quay, Somerset & met Jean. I remember there were many people wearing pink at Clarke Quay! Evan was one of them O.O Headed down to Boonkeng. Trying out different stuff :D

The committee and I celebrated Jerry Seah's belated Birthday on the June 24th! Wanning, Evan & I headed down to Nex in the morning to go to Icing Room to decorate Jerry's cake. Haha! Then we went to buy a potato :) I remember Wanning, Evan & I was at Saizeriya waiting for Enhai, Yongliang & Jerry Seah! I remember Marcus couldn't join us for the celebration due to his Tchoukball training! On this day, I tried Escargots ! All of us ate except Evan as she didn't dare to try. AH AHAHA! It tasted... Okay O.O After finishing our food, Enhai signaled the waiter to bring in the potato with a candle stuck on top :B Jerry was really shocked! After that then the waiter brought in the Birthday Cake! And the candles we used is those auto-lit candles ;x So he can't blow them out! Hahaa, we gave Jerry gifts which was shared by all of us! We made a story of him out of the photos we took together and photos of him! After celebrating, Jerry went off and we all went down to Marina Barrage to fly kites! After flying kites, we went Marina Square where we played with the Hershey Mascot ! So cute! Then Marcus joined us and we went for Pool!

July ;

By July, Night Study had started.. I won't be mentioning about the Night Studies, but I've been attending it everyday and its really fun :)

On the 4th of July, Eunice recommended me to Jack's Place :) Then up to her house to study. I remember when I was going home, I bought 2 Sotong Heads from Old Chang Kee for my Mom, and a Curry Puff for my Dad. When I got home, my Mom stared at the bag and laughed. She asked "Did you buy me Sotong Heads? I bought two for you, its on the table!" Hahahaa!

Watched Transformers 3D with Darren, Weilun & Norman on the 6th of July. The movie was freakingly awesome! The effects were amazing! Hahahaa, definitely a 4.5 star :)

10 July was the first and last day of my job. LOL! Was working as a waitress and it fucking sucks! My feet hurts from the heels and cabbing home at $20 is a little too much.. Seriously.

Went out on a date with Eunice on the 16th of July :) Went east Coast park. Bought her Sotong Head and she was really happy. I remembered we bought Sushi, Marshmellows & Jellies from Giant and stroll to East Coast. We sat there and enjoy the breeze and had a heart-to-heart talk. I remembered we bought cotton candy and it melted and got stuck onto Eunice's hair! HAHAHAA! Then we headed to Katong for Katong Laksa! Yummy :) Enjoyed my date with her a lot.

Its was a really busy day on the 23rd of July! I reached school early to bring some of our school students on a Kolam Ayer trip. It was really fun! Reached school and had Buffet with Dr Yaccob Ibrahim . Rushed home to change and met Melvin, went for lunch at Marina Square and walked around Esplanade Mall. Got seated in the Marina Floating Platform for the NE Show, coincidentally.. We sat next to Yingzi, Jingwen, Weeyap & Fabian. The performance was alright. The atmosphere was high! Hahahaa! After the NE Show, Melvin & I went for Starbucks and then home sweet home :)

Happy Birthday Melvin! July the 26th. Celebrated his Birthday for him in school. Hope he liked what I planned. Hahaa!

August ;

I first played Captain's Ball on the 12 of August. After that session, I was a regular player! Hahaa! Captain's Ball was really really fun. As it was the Exam period, it helped us to de-stress a lot!

August the 15th.. Thats when I first saw you.. It was raining during Captain's Ball, so we played in the hall. That's when I saw you.. :) Was so interested in you. You played so well. You're not very good-looking, but you seem.... Interesting.

Went Bugis with Eunice, Chiweng & Junwei on the 20th of August. We went pool and then to this children Arcade to play! Hahahaa! It was really fun :)

23rd August , you took the initiative to talk to me on Facebook. I remember I couldn't sleep! I lay in bed from 11.30pm to 3am.. Smiling like a fool.

27 August, I went east Coast with Eunice, Andy & Chiweng for cycling. We cycled in the rain! Then dinner at Ajisen with Andy & Eunice.

August 30th was supposed to be meeting you at Potong Pasir MacDonalds as you wanted to teach my Physics.. But in the end... Went out with Eunice :) Thank you babe for filling my day. We went Bugis and bought bags. Then to her house for cam-whoring!

Celebrated farewell for Leo & Fabian and Advanced Birthday for Dennison on the 31st of August. Had Captain's Ball then sang Birthday Song for Dennison and Pizzas for everyone! This was the day I first took photo with you :D It was quite alright :) Then went home with Darren, I remember.

September ;

This month was full of studying, and Basketball! So most of the time I didn't went out much.. Cause everyday is the same routine.. Study, Basketball, Study.

It was ACES-cum-Teachers'-cum-Hari Raya Day in school on the 1st Of September! I was the photographer of the day with Nicholas, and Joanne. It was really fun running around taking photographs with them! Hahha! The most awesome thing is that we had lunch in the Rebecca Room with all the staffs! The aircon was superb. I got to sit with you :) This day was also the day I took the second photo with you. After school, went to celebrate Andy's birthday at Hougang's 日本村 with Chiweng, Suntha, Yeetze, Evan & Eunice. Had fun :D

On the 2nd of September, we went East Coast for Evan's Birthday. There were Chiweng, Andy, Ronald, Sunthar, Yeetze, Teckhuat, Enhai, Fabian, Chongkai, Jean, Jiamin, Evan & Eunice. I remember cycling with Chiweng, Jiamin & Chongkai to Playground KFC :D Hahahaaa! Then during the evening, went down to Evan's house and had steamboat. Then he cut the cake :)

Happy Birthday Dennison, 3rd September! Hahahaa, hope he enjoyed his birthday. Well, I'm sure he did ;)

16 September's basketball was damn funny! Eko's pants tore! And at night, walked from Boonkeng to Kovan with Darren! Gosh! I will remember this in years to come :)

Finally got a break from all the studying on the 17th September! Went to watch Johnny English Reborn with Chiweng, Sunthar, Andy, Evan & Eunice. The show was freakingly awesome! I laughed uncontrollably !

Discovered Punggol on 18 September, and my tour guide? -- Darren Teo Yu Xuan! We went Punggol Beach, Punggol's Promenade, Lorong Halus Wetland and Punggol Resevoir!

Went Bendemeer Mall for lunch with you on the 29 September! It was really... Awkward.

October ;

I remember my N Levels ended on October the 6th. Hahahaa! FREEDOM! But I freaking miss Night Study D: Aww shucks!

Second time having a meal with Leo, it was on the 7th of October. He was heading down to school for Captain's Ball! I remember he bought bean curd for everyone in the office! Including me >:)

I went Flea with Miss Yeo on the 8th of October :) She bought me a blue dress! How sweet :D Its awesome going Flea with her!

10 October, I went Sentosa with Evangeline ! Hahahaa! We explored the Imbiah Station and it was really fun! We walked to this Origami hut and we sat down and folded Origami :D We then hanged the Origami onto a 'tree'. I remembered I wrote something on my crane..

Went KBox on October 14 with Eunice & Evan! All three of us wore dresses! Ohmygosh? Very rare >:) After that we had Pizzahut! :D Yummy~ And and..... IT WAS POHWEIJIAN'S BIRTHDAY! Hahaha, sorry that I didn't post about his birthday. He was so sad, so I posted it here!

Went Flea at Scape with Eunice on the 15 of October and met Samson there! So we "shopped" around together :D After that went Somerset 313, Forever 21 to walk around! :) It was a short day .

18 October was collecting old textbooks and sorting out old textbooks! Was quite a meaningful thing to do.. But its tiring sometimes, gets lazy you know?! HAHAHA!

I started to like bowling on the 19th of October! The school brought us to The Royal Orchid Country Club's bowling centre! At first I dreaded the thought of bowling, but after getting the hang of it, it was actually fun! :D I was so proud of myself for getting the highest! :D

21st October [ Happy Birthday Grandma.. I can't celebrate with you anymore.] Well, had BBQ on this day at East Coast Park Area C, Pit 31! I remember Eunice, Evan, Weijian, Darren & I boarded the wrong bus. We wanted to go East Coast and in the end we boarded bus 133! Was damn funny! Well, the BBQ had the 5 of us, with Chiweng, Andy, Teckhuat, Sunthar, Chongkai.. And Leo & Engkiat joined at night! Then Eunice & Chongkai went home, leaving the rest of us tonning at Pool! Hahahaa! Had MacBreakfast & home with Darren on bus 43 on the 22nd of October :)

Went Prawning for the first time on the 23rd of October! It was fun, but you'll need loads of patience~ Well, went Prawning at Punggol's Promenade with Darren, Aravin, Weijian & Evan :D After catching the prawns, we BBQ them on the spot! Muahahaa! After that we went for a stroll :)

Went cycling with Darren, Rahmat, Enhai & Evan on the 26th of October at East Coast! I remembered it was drizzzling on that day. So we rod under the drizzle which suddenlt became strong! So we rode into this Seafood restaurant and this waitress was so nice to give us tissue to dry ourselves :) We then continued cycling halfway to Changi and turned back as there wasn't much time. Visited the Jetty, took pictures and all :) Great day!

Went to watch Real Steel on the 28th of October with Evan, Shan, Aravin & Enhai at Suntec City. The show was awesome! Hahaaa! 5 star! After movies we went Old Town White Coffee Cafe :) Then down to school for Star Gazing with Evan& Enhai when... I went to sit at the court alone and started to cry because of you.

I had Whampoa's Hokkien Mee was on October 31st! It was Evan's treat as I was flying off in another two days. Hahaa! Come to think of it... I kinda miss the Hokkien Mee :(

November ;

November is filled with family love and laughter♥

Eunice booked me on the 1st Of November! We went Vivocity for Sakae Sushi! I remember we ordered so much and while waiting, we were hungry.. So we took from the belt and by the time oour oders came, we were full. Gosh! It was damn funny man! HAHAHAA!

Home sweet home on November the 2nd♥ My flight was at 8.50am :) Chiweng & Eunice was so nice to go send me off! Thank you :D I remember my flight was a really smooth one. I could see the view below as the plane did not went up so high ;D Reached Chiangmai's airport and was squashed by my Aunts' hugs! I miss that so much! And my stay there was so awesomely fun :) I love my niece ! She is so damn freaking hell adorable! I went Borsang this year and the crafts are so beautiful! Had delicious food by the waters like always! I enjoyed all the food that I missed so much! I had so much fun, so much laughter, so much love there. My Cousins and I always cooked 6 packets of instant noodles into one big big bowl and all of us will fight for the noodle! It was damn fun :D I remember how I would be a pillion rider when my elder Cousin rode his Motorcycle or Bicycle, and we would sing together. Playing badminton with my 2nd Eldest Cousin's Girlfriend. I love hugging my doggy so much! :D Well, the time was really fast. Came back on the 27 November. My cousins and my Aunt went to sent us off.. Was welcomed back by Chiweng, Andy & Evan :)

Went out with Eunice on the 29th of November . We went to walk around, cam-whore and went to fruit paradise :D It was super duper yummy! And on the same day, Darren gave me cupcakes with S-E-X written on it!

December ;

Went East Coast Park cycling on 6th December with Chiweng, Andy, Aravin, Darren, Enhai & Eunice. Was alright :) Though we didn't cycle to Changi due to Darren's punctured tire. We went Changi Food Village to have our drinks :)

I went cycling AGAIN on the 8th of December with Darren, Enhai, Sufyan, Rahmat, Andy, Sunthar, Shenghong and Evan. Rode all the way to Changi! It was my first time and it was freaking cool! Hahahaa! After cycling, Sugyan, Rahmat, Andy, Enhai, Darren & I went bowling while Sunthar watched. After bowling we headed down to Dhoby Gaut to meet Eunice, to have dinner together at Just Acia.

Went out with Mommy on 12 December :) Really had a great day with her . Went Joo Chiat for my favourite noodles then to TTSH for her check-ups. Then bought stuff home for steamboat! :)

Had MacBreakfast with Weijian on the 15th of December at Punggol MacDonalds! Then went for a walk and had fun talking to him! Hahahaa!

Went to watch Breaking Dawn with Darren, Weijian & Eunice at Cineleisure on the 16 of December! The show was great when you're watching with another Twilight Fan! Darren fell asleep >:l Eunice was watching it for the 2nd time, so she kept using her phone. Only Weijian & I are freaking interested :D After movie, met Enhai inside Ajisen. Had a nice meal!

PICNIC ON DECEMBER THE 17TH! It was freaking fun man! Went to buy the stuff and cooked at Eunice's house with Darren, Weijian & Enhai. After cooking, headed to Botanic Gardens for our picnic :D Couldn't finish so we played games. The loser gotta eat :P After picnic, we went to walk around the Botanic Gardens till it was night.

Got back my N Level results on the 19 of December. Gosh! I still can remember the anxiety! I couldn't eat! Waiting in the hall, it was just so..... "Breath Taking". LOL! I didn't brought my oxygen tank along! I was feeling all jittery and all. And in the end, my results was better than expected! Awesome yall! After that, went to celebrate at City Square with Eunice, Wanning, Evan, Marcus & Enhai.

Watched New Year's Eve on 20th December! The show was A-W-E-S-O-M-E! Spell it man! It was really hart-warming :) Watched it with Enhai, Weilun & Eunice. After movie, went Aston for dinner.

Learned how to make Cheese tarts & Cakes with Miss Yeo on the 21st December. Her house was so cozy! It was really easy! Shucks, she's not teaching anymore, next year D:

Went Valen's chalet on 22nd December with Eunice & Evan. The Chalet was alright I guess.. Hahahahaa

Went Christmas countdown on the 24th of December. It was....* Speechless* Over at Jerry's house was fun :D But after that.... Ahem. Went Enhai's house for Durian with Darren & Andy. Then Tze Char and down to Marina Square to countdown. Thats all. I wouldn't say I really enjoyed it. I was pissed off a lot on that day.

December 27th was a whole hell freaking fun! Went out with many many of them! Haqhahaa! We went Sentosa and we surely had awesome fun at the beach! Then we went for dinner and over to Baishi's house for True or dare and drinking! Whoop-sah! Hahahaa!

Second last day of 2011! I went Golden Mile to have Thai Food with Chongkai on the 30th of December! The food was so awesome and it made me miss Thailand so much :( I miss how I had my meals with my family and especially, my cousin.. Well, the taste of home.

Welcome the last day of 2011, which is of course, 31st of December! I'm going to Eunice's house today for steamboat & countdown! I will talk more about today, tomorrow. Together with today's photos! Now.. What is your wish that you want to fulfill before midnight?

random photos;

twenty-eleven 2011;

2011 flew real quick.. Look where we are now. The last day of the year, when 1st Jan 2011 felt just like last month? Hahaa! Today is a really special day, its the last of 2011. There will never be another 2011 in your whole lifetime. Well, this year I have tried many new things, felt new feelings, believe in new things, learn new stuff, let go some people, regretted some mistakes. This year was filled with tears, laughter and anger. I fell, but I stood up and continued walking. I almost gave up, but with people who care for me, they encouraged, inspire and motivated me. The best example was with my studies. When my Grandma passed away, I was really devastated. I didn't attend school due to the funerals, And when I took my exams, I dropped very badly. I almost felt like giving up.. However I didn't because I can't let the people who love me down.. And I made them, and myself proud by getting a good result for my N Levels. I will work hard for my O levels as well! I met many new friends this year due to Captain's Ball. And for the same reason, I met him. Well, I want to end my year nicely.

I want to thank my family for all the love.

I want to thank those who stood by me at my worst.

I want to thank all that encouraged me, and never gave up on me.

I want to thank god for having me surrounded by people who loves me.

I want to thank my Mother, for raising me up and always never let me go hungry. never failing to shower me with her love and care.

I want to apologize for my unfilial times.

I want to apologize to those I've hurt.

I want to apologize for my willful times, for my bad temper sometimes, for my attitudes, for not understanding enough and for broken promises!

Regrets, are here to remind me from making the same mistakes. Mistakes happens, for me to learn. Memories are here to make me smile. Everything happened to make me who I am today :)

Happy New Year's Eve everyone♥

Thai Fooooooood♡

2011-12-30T19:49:00.000+08:00

1 universe, 8 planets, 204 countries, 804 islands, 7 seas, 6 billion people.
Ohmygosh~ Met Chongkai at 11.15am sharp at Serangoon . Circle line down to Nicoll Highway and walked to Golden Mile. Chongkai bought for me my magazine with pictures of Nadech Kugimiya♥ HAHAHAHAHAA! Bought Thai instant noodle and my favourite Banana baked in Honey :) Then down to Diandin Leluk Restaurant for Thai Food! Ordered Tomyum, Papaya Salad & two plates of Rice with Pork fry with basil leaves with Egg. Spicy and delicious! Ohmygosh, $23 :) Then down to MacDonalds to study with Darren, Weijian, Aravion, Sean & Eunice :) Mine was quite a progress . Home with Darren, Weijian & Aravin!

Tomorrow's the last day of 2011. Going to Eunice's house for steamboat and countdown! :) I hope it'll be fun, please don't be like Christmas!

New Pencil Case :)

2011-12-29T20:05:00.001+08:00

You know? I like it when you wink at me ,
Was alright today :) Met Eunice at Bendemeer Mall and I was late! Had our lunch then down to Toapayoh to buy Eunice's iPhone cover and I bought a pair of shorts. Down to Cineleisure and when we took the lift from the MRT platform... Eunice's hair got stuck between the doors! Hahahaa! Anyways, we bought our new pencil case! :D Awesome much! Her's is jeans Blue, while mine is blood red . Hehee! Met Eunice's xoxo and slacked at Somerset 313's Food Republic! Then home sweet home!

Christmas Present ♡

2011-12-28T21:00:00.001+08:00

You know whenever I replay a scene of you in my head, I smile?
Sup people! Went up to Eunice's house at around 12.15pm? Exchanged our belated Christmas Gift! Hahahaa! Then went down to school to get our booklist and found out that Art, D&T and A Maths students all in 5N2. Screwed up shit. 5N1 only got POA students and only 2 F&N student. What the fuck? All the monkeys in my class. So many people squeeze into one class. Seriously? Its not gonna be good, trust me. The teachers will end up scolding those idiots and those who wants to study will be just sitting there in frustration, listening to the teacher scold. Waste time, plus teacher never teach equals to students learn nothing. After that went to MacDonalds. Had our meals and later Chongkai joined us. Mine was quite successful, studied from Chapter 4 to Chapter 10 :) Then Weijian & Darren came. Went to cut fringe with Eunice. And my fringe is a total douche --" Went for dinner then home with Weijian & Darren. And on the train..... I sprayed my saliva on Darren's hands and he didn't notice :D I told Weijian and both of us were like laughing! And he was so blur! :) I can see my saliva on Darren's hand ;x

I love Eunice's Present! Oh My Fudging Gosh! She bought me a May Angel and the Timer thingy which I am always so fascinated about :D Ahha!

Ex-Farrerians Gathering!

2011-12-28T00:12:00.001+08:00

Anyone can love the rose, but it takes great heart to include the thorns.
FREAKING HELL AWESOME DAY TODAY! Its the Ex-Farrer-rians outing today! Hahahaa.. Met Rajid, Saowee, Khairul and Jamie at Little India Platform at 12.45pm. Down to Vivocity Breadtalk to find Denise & Jin Heng. Waited for the rest.. And slowly Hwee Ling, Cynthia, Carrve, Huiyi, Zhizhong and Adrianus joined us one by one. Met Baishi & Marcus at Haboufront Centre! We wanted to have Banquet, then there were not enough tables for us.. So we went MacDonalds, which also do not space for us. KFC also do not have spaces for us! Subway has, but its non-halal. So we decided that we take-away the food. The girls bought Subway while Rajid & Khairul bought KFC. Went to Giant to buy snacks then down to Sentosa! And it started to rain! Took the tram and when we alighted, Teckhuat joined us! He was on the same tram! So at first we sat under the tree, and the guys went to play soccer under the rain. The girls sat there eating our Subs, with the umbrella --" Then we shift everything to the tent! And the rain stopped! Baishi threw me into the water, then Jamie. So the two host got wet first >:l It started to rain again, then stop, then rain, then stop. Gosh! God is playing with us! Alif and Alvin soon joined us! And we watch this couple keep kissing, the fuck? Twilight! HAHAHAHAA! All of us stared at them and laughed the shit out. They're like making out over there! Then we purposely went really near them and they went away. Freak shit! All of us walked to the bridge and up the towers except for Alvin, Baishi, Alif, Gerald, Khairul. From the towers, we can see Alvin walking to the shore in his boxers - only! Woohoo! Sexy :P Went back and we just kept playing. After awhile, we sat there and talked about our Primary schoolmates! And at that time, Joey joined us! Gosh, it was so funny! Went to bathe and took group photos~ Then off to Haboufront Centre with Joey, Jamie, Hweeling, Baishi, Alvin, Rajid, Alif, Saowee, Marcus & Gerald. The guys all went to eat KFC and we girls wentt to eat Pizzahut... Without them knowing at first. Then they kept calling and texting us but we ignored! After awhile.. They walked in and we were like... "Busted". HAHAHAA! After we finished our dinner, Alvin, Saowee, Marcus, Gerald, Rajid, Hweeling, Joey, Jamie & I went Baishi's house! We played truth or dare with alcohols! Whisky, Vodka, Champagnes etcetc.. Its all on the table for us to grab! Awesome day! It was nice to have this gathering. Will be looking forward for the next round :) Cheers peeps ;

Here's some photo, its not the group photo yet!

Primary 6/2

Primary 6/3

Primary 6/4

Recap-ing?

2011-12-26T19:53:00.000+08:00

You only get to live once. So why not make it worth it?
Met Weijian at Punggol MRT and down to Boonkeng MacDonalds together. Waited for Sufyan to come. He is late! >:l Anyways, he brought books for me! Ohmygod.. And I just keep reading Physics textbook and making notes of it. But in between, I keep losing focus due to Sufyan & Weijian. Fuck, the both of them together is chaos! They kept laughing! The fuck?! "I'm a fire ball in the party" LOL! Anyways, quite productive I think? 4 Chapters of Physics :) Studied till 6.22pm ! And thanks Weijian for carrying my books till Sengkang :)

Tomoorow's ex-Farrer Park-ians outing.. Hope it'll be fun eh? Anyways, enjoy Christmas's photo ;

Student Leader Committee

CityCare Organizing Committee

Merry Christmas`

2011-12-25T14:37:00.000+08:00

Jingle bells, jingle bells. Jingle all the way~
Woke up at 11am today.. Then did my own stuff :P Chongkai's coming back today! And now just browsing through his photos taken in Thailand. I am so jealous of him.. *Sigh* Cause I seriously miss Thailand. Woke up and wished I was in Thailand. I miss celebrating Christmas in Thailand with my Family. And to be very honest, its more fun there :l Well.. I didn't update my blog yesterday as I went to sleep straight after I bathed. Erm.. Met Evan, Eunice, Enhai, Wanning and Marcus at Boonkeng Bus stop. Took bus 31 to Toa Payoh and met Yongliang at the Interchange. Went to Jerry's house :) We were all cramped up on the sofa watching the tele! The programme was hilarious! Then we had "buffet" of pizzas and fried chicken! Hahahaa! Then had a meeting. Gosh, I love my committee ! It was fun over at Jerry's. Then after that I went to look for Darren & Andy alone...... We then went over to Enhai's to eat durian. and was just watching Fred Claus to pass time. Then Eunice came and we went to eat Tse Char. Then met Junwei at Aljunied MRT. Down to Marina Square to meet Evan and then went to sit down at a corner and countdown! Sat there and talked awhile then went to train with Evan, Darren, Andy, Junwei. On the way, Evan & Junwei kept saying "Merry Christmas" to strangers :D Then... IT WAS DAMN FUNNY IN THE TRAIN! This kid kept staring at Evan and he was smiling O.O We were like "We think he likes you" HAHAHAA! And that kid alighted at Boonkeng, so Andy, Evan & Junwei alighted at Potong Pasir and walked home, I think? Darren and I got to Punggol and found out that there was no more train service. So we walked home :) Parents weren't asleep. They were watching Tele :O
THANK YOU POHWEIJIAN FOR WORRYING ABOUT MY SAFETY LAST NIGHTS!

box.. Box.. BOX... B-O-X!!

2011-12-23T21:09:00.000+08:00

Everything happens for a reason. For the bad, it might be a blessing in disguise.
Met Evan at Serangoon MRT and I was late. Went for Pizzahut as I seriously had cravings for it. The waitress name is EUNICE! And she's cute, really :P Went Popular after that as Evan was looking for coloured papers. Went Fairprice as I was looking for box to put Jerry's Cheesecake tomorrow! Cannot find, so went on to Isetan, cannot find! So went to Four Leaf to get the Log Cake. Down to Boonkeng and was hoping to buy it from SKP. AND THE SHOP CLOSE! >:l I seriously felt like crying T-T In the end, managed to buy a plastic container. Desperate times calls for desperate measures. Ugh! Accompanied Evan to get her photos and home sweet home. Thanks Evan for running around with me.

Going Jerry's house tomorrow at 12.30pm and then meeting the rest at 4pm. I hope tomorrow will be fun. Though the plans are like so.... :l

You texted me again. Ohmyfudge! Ahha! *Over the moooooon*

Enjoy yesterday's photos ;

Chalet,

2011-12-22T23:54:00.001+08:00

Never regret your past, they are what made you who you are today.

Well, woke up at 6.30am to wait for Darren! Packed the Cheese Tarts and passed it ti him at 7am, at my lift. Waited for Eunice and she came around 12pm+? Had paint fight :) After that I kinda dozed off. Woke up and left my house at3.30pm. Took bus 43 down to Parkway Parade and there were this four nerds sitting in front of us. When I thought I talk very loud, they talked even louder! FUCKING IRRITATING! NERDS! Walked to the Chalet. At first it was damn awkward! So sat there eating KFC and after awhile, Evan came. We then went to the beach to take photos and all. Back to the Chalet as they started BBQ-ing. Erm, not much variety though.. Satay, Chicken Wings, Hotdog, Crabsticks and Longon with Sea Coconut. So after that Eunice ran off with Velan while Evan & I sat by the beach. Immersed in the dark, listening to the waves crashing.. Somehow talked.. Eunice's Mommy sent us to Boonkeng :) Home after that! Will be posting the photos soon! :D

I thought I was dreaming, I didn't expect it to be you. You do care :) And I beat you. However, I doubt you still remember our bet? I don't want to mention it if you don't. I didn't know I would be so happy to receive your text. Ugh, seems like I'm not over you, but I've let go. I'm a happier person now.

Cheesecakes anyone? :)

2011-12-21T18:19:00.000+08:00

The greater the love, the greater the tragedy when it's over.
Met melvin at MacDonalds at 10.15am! I was seriously late for 1 hour 15 minutes! Anyways, had a really great talk with him! Its been so long, and I miss him so much :) Then walked to Whampoa with him and took bus 21 to Novena to meet SweetSweet! Went to her house to make Cheese tarts :) Then home after that.. Met Mom at Shengsiong later, to buy some groceries and prepare for tomorrow's Tang Yuan! :D

Going Chalet tomorrow, hope it'll be fun aye! So busy this week, and I seriously need a break soon.

Movie; New Year's Eve

2011-12-20T23:05:00.001+08:00

You didn't reply me . You don't care.
Okays, met Enhai first then Eunice & Weilun at Boonkeng MRT. Down to Cathay to get our 'New Year's Eve' tickets :) Walked back to Plaza Singapura to buy Sushi and Tako Yaki. Backed to Cathay Cinema just nice at 2.10pm. At first, I didn't understand the movie but after awhile.. I understood. It's a really heart-warming movie :) Makes you go 'Aww' and 'Hahaha'. After movie, we went to walk around Plaza Singapura and was looking for something. Then back to Cathay for Dinner at Astons. Waited in the freaking queue for so long! Was worth the wait I guess :) THANKYOU EUNICE LIM FOR REWARDING TO MY GOOD RESULTS ; I LOVE YOU!♡ Home after that :D.

Better Than Expected ♡

2011-12-19T19:55:00.002+08:00

Hear my heartbeat in my mind,

I got back my N Level results today! Ohmygosh, I couldn't sleep. I actually woke up at 6.30am today! Like freak.. Then was using the computer and the hottest topics on Social networking was "N Levels Results". I didn't had any appetite at all! The jittery feelings got stronger at every tick of the minute hand., and the butterflies in my stomach fluttered ! So instead of meeting Eunice at 1pm.. I went up to her house at like... 12.15pm? After that we met Chiweng and Andy at 1pm. Walked to Noodle House and met Evan along the way. After having our lunch, we headed to school. In the hall, I sat with Atikah. Gosh, both of us were so nervous! The Principal kept talking and we were like "Wah, hurry up luh!". Soon, we got our results. And I am so-damn-fucking-seriously-awesomely-genuinely HAPPY! I made it. I MADE IT! I literally hugged a lot of people! And I gave Eunice a kiss :) Thank you Wenhao and Sufyan for coming down! AND I WON SUFYAN IN HIS BET! OHFUCKINGYEAH! As everything ended, Eunice, Evan, Wanning, Marcus, Enhai & I went Serzairiya (sp?) for our little so-called "celebration". Walked around awhile and home :)

To everyone who passed, CONGRATULATIONS♥ You guys have put in your best, you all deserve it! For those who failed, don't fret yea? Never give up, move on!
Those who's coming back for Secondary Five, work doubly hard! No time to slack! Lets work hard together!
Wished I could get another A1.. If not I could have been Top Student, UGH! Oh well, don't be greedy.. Same marks as top student is good enough. HAHAHAA!

I have to thank those who helped me through all my Night Study sessions. Especially Sufyan. He's been there to help in my studies a lot! Thank you Wenhao for all the support! And many more seniors :) Most importantly, teachers.. Without them, I wouldn't be here today. I couldn't have made it without them :) I feel blessed,

You didn’t evenreply me. So you’ve actually stopped bothering about my results already.

Give me a break`

2011-12-18T12:04:00.000+08:00

Smile like you've never cried, fight like you've never lost, love like you've never been hurt, and live like you'll die tomorrow.
Ultra short post today. I feel so out today. Woke up with a little headache and body ache . 老了! Anyways, was actually going jogging with Enhai, but with this condition, I would die. So instead just going to meet Eunice for a short lunch then staying at home the whole day. I need a break.. Tomorrow's N Level Result's coming out! I hope I can get below 13 :B Good luck everyone!

I can't help but think about what you said to me before about my N Level Results. And I wonder.. Do you still care about my results? Are you really going to ask him about my results? Would you really kill me like you said if I fail? And I doubt you still remember your promise to me if I get below 13 for my result. I thought I've forgotten.

Botanic Gardens ; Picnic

2011-12-17T23:29:00.000+08:00

We should all start to live before we get old., fear is stupid. So are regrets.
Picnic was a success today! (Y) Woke up later than Darren today, like Ohmygosh? I woke up at 8.45am today! Bathed and got ready and I was actually done by 9.05am. I was waiting for my Mommy's bread :D So I received Darren's text saying "Run run!" So I ran across the bridge and board the freaking bus. Then he text me and said "Never mind, next bus" --" So we took different bus today. Met Weijian at Punggol's platform, and waited for Darren. He was LATE! So went up to Eunice's house to cook rice and then down to Shengsiong to buy Nuggets, Seaweed Chicken etcetc.. After buying, we went back to her house and started cooking. AND DARREN DON'T KNOW HOW TO FRY EGG! Somehow, Weijian looks more like an F&N Student :) Halfway through cooking, Enhai joined us. So we cooked till 12pm and stopped as the workers came to repair Eunice's pipe. So Enhai, Weijian, Darren & I went downstairs to the new coffee shop to have our lunch. The food... :\ I miss the Aunty's Prawn Noodle, and another Aunty's Chicken Rice :( Anyways, went back up and resume cooking as they finished repairing. After cooking, we left for Botanic Gardens. We settled at the first shelter we saw as the sky was gloomy. And it rained, so we enjoyed our meal a lot. Weijian's Fried Rice taste good! (Y) Yummy~ The Jelly saw nice too :) And soon enough, the sky cleared and we couldn't finish our food.. So.... We played "Zhuo Yi Quan, Yew Yi Quan" and then we played this number game. The loser has to eat one nugget or three mouth of rice! HAHAHAA! I think Enhai & Darren ate the most! So we cleaned up and started walking. We walked in circles! Was a little lost though.. We actually walked till it became dark! Gosh, we left Botanic Gardens at around 8.45pm. Took bus 66 down to Boonkeng and then MRT. Darren that idiot kept playing with his saliva! Poor Weijian :( But it was nice hiding behind Weijian, he blocks me so well ^^ A very comforting size, so protected :B So Darren ended up "spraying" his saliva on Weijian instead :l So home with Darren, in the bus was.... Ass. I seriously will slap his face one day!
Going jogging with Enhai tomorrow! Eunice's fully booked, but I wonder... By who? Hmm~ Well, wishing Weijian and Darren a safe and fun time in Ubin tomorrow! They're going camping :O Gay camp :D

Breaking Dawn`

2011-12-16T08:08:00.000+08:00

Morning Post

I know you miss me, I miss you too

I woke up freaking early today.. I woke up at SixThirty-A.M. I don't know why.. Going to watch Breaking Dawn later with Darren and Weijian. Weijian told me that Darren ton at lan wor! Hahaa! Going up Eunice's house at 12pm to make Jelly :) But fuck, Enhai's kitchen can't be used as well, so who's kitchen shall we use tomorrow? No kitchen = No picnic.. Oh, I actually slept a little later last night. Was lying on the bed with my Mom as we talked. She suddenly said to me again "Whatever the results is, whether its good or bad, don't feel sad. You've done your best. If you can go Secondary Five, then go if you want. If you can't, then just go ITE, its alright. Don't stress yourself up" Getting results this coming Monday, and I'm somewhat nervous. I'm not scared, just nervous. I dreamt last night, I dreamt of me standing in the hall.. Waiting for my results. Ugh! Last night, we also talked about my future.. My Mom wants me to get into Accountancy, or Tourism. I don't know.. I'm not ready to leave Secondary School yet, I haven't figured out what course I want to take. Event Management? We talked about reality, that's what you get with two Taurus. Its a big world out there. Everything's rising, except salaries. Comparing life in Thailand and Singapore.. Economy in Thailand is slower, but quality of life is better due to freedom instead of stress. Where else Singapore has a fast-paced increasing economy, but people are all so stressed up due to lack of freedom. Another thing we talked about are Singaporeans complaining that foreign workers are taking their jobs. I find this very funny. If we don't have foreign workers, are Singaporeans willing to take up jobs like construction workers, dish-washers, garbage collectors etcetc? Doubt so.. So please be grateful to these foreign workers. Last but not least, what is teenagers in this generation becoming into? To nurture a good Child takes two hands to clap. Parents must be willing to give their time to their Children. As for us, we have to be willing to listen to our parents, and not mix with the wrong company. I have many friends who turned bad because of their family background. But we can't always blame the parents for not teaching their kids.. They did, but their kids don't listen. Hmm... What a new world this is becoming. People are getting scarier these days. Its not easy to raise a kid okay? Would you understand the hearts of your parents? From the time you were born, they invested their time and money, to nurture you and you are their only hope for the future. I understand this, because I can see through my Parent's eyes. Look at yourself, and ask.. Have you been a good Son or Daughter? How would you feel, if you had a child who is so rebellious and so naughty? Would you feel the pain in your heart when you see the person you love with your life become astray and rebel? Its like a dog biting it's owner's hand, that very hand that feeds it every single day. Think about it, all I've said has no intentions to anyone. Its just my own point of view after talking to my Mother.

Night Post

I don't sugar-coat reality,
Met Darren at Punggol MRT :O Went down to Eunice's house and in the end her Mom already made the Jelly! So in the end we sat there and talked. And we managed to convince Eunice to watch Breaking dawn with us! Hahaa! Darren, Eunice & I kept throwing the Ribenas around! :D Met Weijian at Boonkeng MRT and we went down to Cineleisure. Bought our tickets and walked around. Eunice and I bought an anklet together. And the Movie started at 1505! Weijian and I talked throughout the movie as we compared it to the story line in the Book. The movie was really nice! But the book is really better, like seriously. But this movie was great! Better than the first 3 movies. Looking forward to The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn Part 2! After movie, we walked around H&M and its just.... Boring. So headed down to City Square Mall, Ajisen Ramen. Got seated inside then Enhai came in and join us. Had our dinner then watch some kids play at the fountain and home sweet home :)

Babe, thank you for accompanying me and the two guys to watch Breaking Dawn again. Although it brought back memories for you, I'm sorry. But I appreciate your presence babe :) And err, we'll break your "curse" together okay? We'll help one another :)♡